The souls have forgotten usThe souls of eternal bliss have forgotten me.They have left me to rot with this life given to me on this dreadful planet.Eternal suffering.Giving me emotions to laugh at me, to make me feel bad.Tossing these other tortured souls onto this planet.Tormenting me, only making it worse here.People praying to be released, back to the bliss.But they are toying with us, watching what we do, and then choosing where we go, what we become.Only causing more frustration for us when we find out when we only pass on, we return back to this never ending river of souls that flows back to this god forsaken planet.Why are they doing this to us?Why don't they take us to the bliss?Are they seriously enjoying themselves screwing with us?We were sent to this planet to figure this out, but first everyone must work together
Only revenge on my mind
Our own kind...I closed my eyes....What I saw, was beyond belief.A land set aflame.Raining fire from the sky.Kids and adults slaughtered with no mercy.I hadn't an idea what was going on.I reached out to help a child in distress.But when they were within my grasp, they faded into thin air.I fell to my knees, crying; is this what is destined to be?Aren't we supposed to be the higher intelligence?How come
?Why are we
.?I can't believe
.That we would do this to our own kind.I was afraid to see what our world looked like now, afraid to open my eyes to see the truth of reality, I dared not to look.It didn't matter what the world really did look like
it was shrouded in lies.
I can't understand people...Why does it seem like I'm the only one to understand?Seems like everything is different for me and only me, no one understands me.I see things differently than you.I could stand in some crowded streets; I wouldn't receive even a glace, as if I was invisible.Do people hate me?Or is it because I'm different than them?Just watching them makes my blood boil and my heart sink.I want to just scream at the sky but, what would be the point no one would hear me.I have a plan
I will just stand here and watch them all fight amongst themselves.Let them say what they want about me.Not going to let them bother me as I stand in this crowd.I'm in my own world, just leave me alone.I don't think I will ever understand people, or what they are thinking.Leave me be
go find someone else to bother.
Crystal tearsI brushed your hair out of your face .I looked at you, you looked at me, your eyes swollen from the tears.I ask you why, you say I don't know.I watch the crystal run down your face I catch it with my hand.The moon reflects off the tear, shining and glimmering making it look like the most beautiful thing in the world.I put my hands on your shoulders and look at your face once more.I rest my head upon you while you look at me and you ask me what I'm doing.I respond, now it's my turn to cry.
I regretI regret those times where we exchanged glimpses.I regret those times where we held hands under the full moon.I regret those times where we nuzzled each others necks.I regret those times where we shared those everlasting hugs.I regret those times where we pretended we were something else.I regret those times where we woke up in each others arms wanting the sun to go away.I regret those times where we kissed and gazed into one another eyes.But what I regret most of all, is forgetting to say I love you the last time we saw each other.All I want is for you to be here with me and never let go, promise me that and do not regret that choice you made.